Time and time again
I see the one thing that has happened time and time again. Self sabotage! Still after 24 weeks of this it still happens?! I started seeing my blog post come a little later and a little later for the last 2-3 weeks. BUT! I have seen the self sabotage start and in the past I let it take over and never complete the task that will make me successful. I have seen it in my business as well. For the last 5 weeks I have has amazing success, but in the last week I have felt lazy and uncaring. Not really sure where that is coming from.
They are like an army of workmen, ready to start an important piece of work, but every time they get started on the undertaking a strike is called, or plans changed, until they finally get discouraged and give up.
Now this is not to be negative, just seeing the differences that I have accomplished and the seeing some of the similarities that are still active in my thoughts. But the biggest lesson I have learned this week is this. The universe still gives you credit where credit is due. Even if it is not consistent. But that is where the self sabotage comes in. When I was successful in the last 5 weeks, I was consistent! (with the reads, sits and blog posting) But I have noticed a difference in this week. (simply because the reads have not been as consistent, the sits do not happen in a quite area or I am so tired that I fall asleep). I am grateful for this happening to me! I can see the lessons, all the lesson more and more clearly! I know we are told as we are going into the last 4 weeks to finish strong and now that I caught myself trying to ruin myself internally, I can now finish strong!!
-Keep Moving Forward