MKMMA Week 18 – Bootcamp For The Mind

tomorrowTwo steps forward – One step back

This week has been a challenging one.  It has also been a real eye opener.  I have had my struggles this week with money, people and myself. When things look bleek it’s hard to imagine what my life holds for me.  It’s hard to believe that I will have a big house, drive a Ferrari and take vacations with my family around the world.  Whats really hard is when I look in the mirror and tell myself that I created this.  I was the cause.  Now it wasn’t to be self punishing, not at all!  I had to understand that I still do not have complete control over my thoughts.  I need to work on my focus.  I look back at the last 18 weeks and I see that there is growth. Chapter 18 was a tough one to understand, I did not fully get it.  But what I did get from this week has been amazing!  I found out that there are other that will try to steal your power.  People who see you as a threat.  This happened to me this week on Friday.  I was angry, really angry because I have worked very hard on myself and always helping others to do better.  I stewed about what he said to me for hours getting more and more angry.  I thought about GS scroll 5, ” I Will Live This Day As If It My Last”

I will live this day as if it is my last.
And what then shall I do? Forgetting yesterday neither will I think of tomorrow. Why
should I throw now after maybe? Can tomorrow’s sand flow through the glass before
today’s? Will the sun rise twice this morning? Can I perform tomorrow’s deeds while
standing in today’s path? Can I place tomorrow’s gold in today’s purse? Can
tomorrow’s child be born today? Can tomorrow’s death cast its shadow backward
and darken today’s joy? Should I concern myself over events, which I may never
witness? Should I torment myself with problems that may never come to pass? No!
Tomorrow lies buried with yesterday, and I will think of it no more.

I have been concentrating on tomorrow instead of today and what I can do today to make my tomorrows.  Back to the Cause and Effect. Because of this I am grateful for the struggles this week.  I am more focused and feel so excited about the things to come in the next months and years ahead.

-Keep Moving Forward

Brian

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