Dazed and Confused?
This week has been really great and a bit scary. I guess I need to explain a bit about last week first. It was Monday and I was wondering why things have not been going to plan in the slightest. It felt like I slipped back in time before starting MKMMA and that was really scary!. I was also getting frustrated and angry with myself simply because I KNEW it was ME! I needed to stop and think, relax, and get my head out of my butt. I knew this was the moment of moving forward or giving up and staying where I was. Well, I knew I was not going to be happy with the later and moving forward was starting the scare the hell out of me. So, I sucked it up looked at myself and took the next step forward. I called my leader and apologized. I let him know I lost focus and back on track. (He is part of my mastermind group). So, I really started to read more consistently the flash cards, Og and Masterkey. Tweaked my DMP a bit and put in my mind confidence and faith. This week has been amazing with more sales than the last 6 weeks. People contacting me and success with everyone I met with. It was so easy that I felt myself reel back a bit. It was scary! This Thursday and half through Friday I noticed I stopped the reading and felt things settle down…REALLY! The new reality is right on my doorstep and it slapped me in the face a few times, I was dazed and confused that this was happening so quickly and easily that it was pushing me really far out of my comfort level. My old comfortable blueprint took over for a day and a half and I found out that I really don’t like being so comfortable. I like the unknown just a little more and the exhilaration of being a little scared, like being on a roller coaster! I know how to get there and now let the journey begin!
I will live this day as if it is my last.
And what then shall I do? Forgetting yesterday neither will I think of tomorrow. Why
should I throw now after maybe? Can tomorrow’s sand flow through the glass before
today’s? Will the sun rise twice this morning? Can I perform tomorrow’s deeds while
standing in today’s path? Can I place tomorrow’s gold in today’s purse? Can
tomorrow’s child be born today? Can tomorrow’s death cast its shadow backward
and darken today’s joy? Should I concern myself over events, which I may never
witness? Should I torment myself with problems that may never come to pass? No!
Tomorrow lies buried with yesterday, and I will think of it no more.
-Og Mandino Scroll V
Keep Moving Forward