MKMMA Week 10 – Bootcamp for the mind

It happens without knowing

waiting for water to boilOut of everything I have done in the last 10 weeks I have had a big struggle.  Being an observer of myself, it has been the one of the biggest misunderstandings and old blueprint patterns that I had (still have??).  I am always looking for the instant change.  I want to look into the mirror and see something different.  I want to look at my bank account and see 3 or 4 more zeros at the end of the balance.  I want to wake up in the morning and have the world come to me and have everything manifest today!

So, nothing happens instantly, “Law of growth”.  I am finding out that cracking the seed before I plant it, over water it and watch it will not make it grow faster.  I will get board with it and forget about it. I will stop watering it and weeding it.  It will die.

But being an observer and still continuing the reads and recordings each day, I have uncovered this pattern.  Everything happens without knowing about it.  It happens as roadblocks and failures. It happens and successes and open doors.  Just to give a little back ground on this lesson I learned…

I am in insurance sales, health insurance to be exact.  Well, as of Jan 1st, no health plan can be sold from the old era of plans.  The government website was not working for the last 10 weeks and it has been very frustrating!My first goal in my DMP is “I will earn 10,000.00 per month before March 31st, 2014”.  Nothing has been working out towards that goal.  Underwriting has been more and more strict and I am getting denials from insurance companies for my clients.  For the last week I have been getting more and more frustrated for the simple fact that I could not see the progress.  I was looking in the mirror and saw no changes, nothing seem to manifest when “I” wanted it to.  Friday night Dec 6th, I “almost” felt like giving up.  (I was not going to, I still have faith)  I tried the government website again and it worked!  I found out that my commissions would be fine in this new market and I could help so many more people!  So it took 10 week for this to happen.  It takes about that time for a seed to become a young plant just starting to bear fruit.  I have been giving and giving and I have had blocks and failures, successes and opportunities, but was looking to harvest one week after I started to plant.

I go back to the “Law of Growth”  and I see the truth in it.  Relax, be patience and enjoy the journey, do the work and reap the harvest only when the fruit is ripe.  It will be much sweeter.

It has been explained that the law of causation depends upon polarity, a circuit must be formed; this circuit cannot be formed unless we operate in harmony with the law. How shall we operate in harmony with the law unless we know what the law is? How shall we know what the Law is? By study, by observation.

-Keep Moving Forward

-Brian

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5 thoughts on “MKMMA Week 10 – Bootcamp for the mind

  1. Facing ourselves in the mirror can be a daunting task, and you’ve clearly taken a hard look. It’s good to be the observer – it becomes easier to change things. I’m impressed with your progress!

  2. It’s interesting to me that you mentioned the “Law of Growth”, because for me it’s really become the “Law of Patience”. It’s been teaching me peace and persistence. Something I use to have a very hard time with… GOOD stuff here!

  3. Great post Brian! That must have been such as frustrating experience, having the means of your livelihood our of your control. I love the analogy – Bootcamp for the mind – perfect!

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